Monday, November 17, 2014

On Poster Presentation


“I think the first duty of all art, …, is to entertain. That is to say, to hold interest. No matter how worthy the message of something, if it's dull, you're just not communicating. “ (Poul Anderson)


Poster presentation may sometimes bear an “inferior” look compared with oral presentation. Yes, you don’t get that collective attention from dozens or hundreds of people in a quiet room. You can’t play sound or videos to wow your audience, and whoever comes to your poster has the freedom of walking away in any minute. But posters do give you the advance of tailoring your presentation to individual listeners, soliciting candid feedbacks (many people hate asking questions in public), and securing the listeners’ attention since they can’t type on a laptop as they might do during a symposium.

The potentials are there. Though, you may have to work hard to foster them.

1. Familiarity is our enemy.

When people give me a tour of their posters, I almost always ask them to back up. They tend to start like this, “Our goal is to develop a model to explain behavioral data. The first type of model we have tried is …” That’s when I have to step in. “Wait! What kind of behavioral data, in an animal or humans? What part of the brain are you trying to model? What are your input stimuli?” To you, the basic facts are mundane and time-wasting. You try to get to the fun part (your genius experimental design and breakthrough result) before your audience walk away. But without a good understanding of the basics, your audience (God knows what kind of background they may have) will be utterly lost.

This does not mean we should begin a poster with experimental details, though. At the beginning, always give a layman’s description in one or two sentences about the problem you aim to solve. For example, “We are testing a new speech-processing strategy for cochlear-implants to improve spatial hearing.” It’s necessary to draw a big picture first, because the last poster they went to could’ve been a genetic study on Parkinson’s disease. Note that this example differs from “Our goal is to develop a model to explain behavioral data.” The latter opens up too many possibilities that will just bemuse your listeners.

In fact, a guidance sentence should precede the description of each figure. You think the shape of the plot matters, but your audience might be studying the maximum amplitudes. Tell them what to look for at the beginning. Every figure should serve a clear purpose and contribute to the final conclusions. If you can’t come up with a definite purpose, or you find yourself constantly omitting the figure during presentation, it probably shouldn’t be there.

Similar to the layman’s description, try to avoid terminologies and abbreviations that are only meaningful to people in your field, even though you’ve defined them on the poster. Even when you are talking to an expert, one who might have invented that term, being explicit will not be taken as an insult. I frequently find myself missing the presenter’s points when my eyes are searching on the poster for the definition of an abbreviation, such as “CS” (mind you, it doesn’t mean computer science.)

2. More words, fewer words.

There are debates on the appropriate amount of text that should appear on a poster. Some argue there is no need to put more than minimal descriptions on a poster when you can explain everything to your audience. Nobody will read it. But others point out that, if you have to walk away from your poster, sufficient information can guide your visitors to navigate through the study on their own. My experience is, you don’t have to write a lot of words to tell a story once you’ve learned how to write efficiently. When people write in paragraphs, rather than in bulletins, they tend to narrate in the same way they do with papers. Say, first you describe previous studies and bring out a hypothesis. Then you begin the second paragraph with “To test whether or not our hypothesis can explain previous findings …” Think about it, isn’t this obvious? It’s perfectly fine in formal writing, but for a poster, anything that exists solely for a literary purpose and doesn’t add information should be left out. Another trick is to use narrow fonts, such as Arial Narrow. When you write in columns, sometimes there are only a few words spreading each line. Using a narrow font not only squeezes more words in the same space without decreasing the readability, but also eases the reading since your eyes don’t have to keep switching lines like an old-fashioned typewriter.

Even if you decide to err on conciseness, having a somewhat detailed conclusion is always a good idea (and you’d be surprised at the number of posters that don’t actually have a summary or conclusion section). In the absence of a presenter, I usually read the conclusions first. For example, if the conclusion says A is better than B, even though it may not make any sense yet, when I study the figures subsequently, I’ll keep that piece of information in mind, and try to make my own judgment. In short, I know what to look for. Otherwise, it’s hard to figure out what a figure tries to convey without a long written description alongside, unless the audience is very familiar with the topic.

Speaking of conclusions, many presenters forget to verbally summarize the study at the end of the tour. They may have explained the results clearly and do not feel the need of repetition. Well, this goes back to the familiarity issue. Keep in mind that your listener has a lot of information to absorb in a few minutes, including the results, but also your methods, your way of thinking, how your results may link to their own research, and even the meaning of your colors (for God’s sake please mark clearly on the figures what each line or color or panel stands for; in a noisy ballroom not every listener will hear you description). Their brains have been kept so busy that, by the time you’ve finished the last figure, they might have forgotten what the previous results were, or even why you needed to do the study in the first place. Give a summary. Articulate your conclusions. Nobody will complain about hearing the main points one more time however you feel they are obvious or redundant.

3. Don’t sell easily.

Some meetings have traditional oral presentations, poster sessions, as well as multiple brief oral presentations called Poster Teasers. It’s not a widely adopted form yet, but I’m observing a trend. Some presenters will come to the front of the room and say, we are studying a tough topic, and guess what? Bang! Here is our finding. Impressed? Yes, but then we don’t need to come to your poster anymore. The best one I’ve heard did this, “Here are two types of stimuli. They look similar, right? But our data shows they can cause very different responses. Want to know what the difference is? Come to Poster Number X.”

In novel writing, this is called suspense. Whenever you feel you can’t put a book down (or walk away from a poster), I can tell you that suspense is working. Whether you are giving a public speech, a poster, or writing a paper, it never hurts to introduce a little bit of suspense at the beginning. It doesn’t need to be a long-lived myth. For example, in one of the examples above, I said if we know A > B in advance, we can keep it in mind while studying the figures. There is no suspense there. If you, the presenter, have the opportunity of talking people through your poster, you should take the advantage. Tell them that some evidence points at A>B, and other seems to support the opposite. The reality is? (Don’t give it easily.) Let’s find out together. As you describe the figures along, you might see your listeners nodding involuntarily as they approach the correct answer.

4. Speak with confidence.

One advice we sometimes receive is to know your audience briefly before you start, so that you can decide how much background to be provided. Overall, it’s a sound strategy, but don’t do it excessively. Some presenters would constantly pause and ask, “How much do you know about this concept? Do I need to explain it? Are you familiar with this? Am I too fast/slow/general/concrete?” Being overly interactive breaks the flow of your story and is, frankly, quite annoying. It also gives a false impression that you are, in general, not a resolute person. This is your poster. You decide what or what not to be included. If people are confused, they can ask.

Due to the nature of posters, many studies are presented before they are ready to be peer-reviewed, if not prematurely. This should be considered as an advantage, because suggestions are most helpful during an early phase of a study. Yet we frequently hear apologies among the presentation, “We believe our finding is real, but as you can see (or we wouldn’t have mentioned it), so far we only have a small sample size.” Then they would go on and on venting on the difficulty in training their animals or recording from a particular cell type. Well, what do you expect the audience to say? If you are uncomfortable with your sample size, simply pointing it out is enough. We don't weigh a poster similarly as we do with a published paper.  If a year later you still don’t have enough data to reach statistical significance, it’s your own problem.

5. The dreaded networking.

Scientists tend to think they are horrible at networking. This is a misconception because networking isn’t something that only occurs at cocktail parties. When you present science, you are also presenting yourself. And for scientists, relationships originating from common research interests are more pleasant and sustainable than other forms of acquaintance. Just like in any type of social network, people cherish their interactions with those who are superior to or simply more experienced than themselves. Nothing wrong with that. However, when giving a poster to a group of people, treating your customers equally should be considered as a golden doctrine.

I’ve noticed that some researchers, especially juniors, ironically, only enjoy presenting to experts in their fields, and consider it a waste of time to explain basic facts to “outsiders”, probably with the notion that the latter may never cite their papers or review their grants. My experience is, sometimes you get the most useful feedback from people who you think have no idea about your topic. If you narrow your vision, you are going to narrow your path. Besides, think about what happens ten or fifteen years later. Those big names are going to retire, and that humble graduate student standing in front of you may well become your peer. Friend or enemy, you are planting the seed. People usually have good memories on those kinds of things.

When I took my new job, my chair handed me a box of name cards. I thought I’d never use any of them. I’m not a business woman. But it can be convenient when you ask the presenter to send you an electronic copy. With the formality of a card, it also assures people that you aren’t popping up from nowhere. Same thing with clothing. We are scientists. Scientists are allowed to dress casually. That’s how Hollywood pictures us as “science nerds”, right? But it never hurts to look nice. It’s a sign that you value what you are doing and conveys a sense of self-respect. At least be tidy. At least don’t “stand out” from an already casually-dressed group. If you don’t think you deserve a $20 haircut, nor will anyone else.

Always thank the presenter for spending the time, and praise the work unless you truly dislike it. Don’t be afraid that doing so may briefly interrupt his conversation with another audience. I’ve never seen a compliment being resented. If the presenter likes your feedback and shows an interest in your research, introduce yourself. Shake hands. If the presenter happens to be a student in a lab you are familiar with, and if there aren’t other people waiting to talk to the student, don’t just listen and go. Ask about the lab, the PI, previous lab members. Ask the student how long he has been there. What the near-future plan is. Show that you care. It takes only a minute, and don’t do this only when the student is also a Chinese. Behave like a family, and before long you’ll have a family.

At a conference, there are also occasions away from formal presentations. What do you say when people ask about your research? Our college recently organized a Collaboration Forum, sort of like a “group dating”. They invited people from outside the college and randomly assigned groups of five or six researchers, hoping to create “chemistry”. I doubt it has resulted in any real relationship, but I enjoyed observing people’s presentation skills. After one guy mentioned that he studies Information, which could’ve been a boring topic, he immediately dived into lively examples, such as how CEOs know they’ve collected enough trial feedback before releasing a new product. I bet I’ll remember his research ten years from now.

Another guy studies computer science. He deals with big data, has countless collaborators and student projects, but other than that I know nothing. When it’s too general, it’s meaningless. Consider how novelists create characters that long live in the reader’s head. “Begin with an individual, and before you know it you have created a type; begin with a type, and you find you have created - nothing.” (F. Scott Fitzgerald) Yes, all of your projects are important. To you. For others, they aren’t. Never as interesting as what they themselves do. So pick one highlight when people ask about your research, and if you can imprint it in their heads, call it a success.


All right, enough rambling. At least enough for the moment. If you have just returned from a wonderful presentation, keep the passion alive and finish the experiment or write up the paper. They say, “Don’t let the grass grow under your feet!”

“Or on your head,” I added.



Monday, November 10, 2014

Quotes on Writing

  • So this is always the key: you have to write the book you love, the book that's alive in your heart. That's the one you have to write. ~ Lurleen McDaniel
  • Write what you want to read. The person you know best in this world is you. Listen to yourself. If you are excited by what you are writing, you have a much better chance of putting that excitement over to a reader. ~ Robin McKinley
  • Art suffers the moment other people start paying for it. The more you need the money, the more people will tell you what to do. The less control you will have. The more bullshit you will have to swallow. The less joy it will bring. Know this and plan accordingly. ~ Hugh Macleod
  • It's about what YOU are going to do with the short time you have left on this earth. ~ Hugh Macleod
  • Nobody can tell you if what you're doing is good, meaningful or worthwhile. The more compelling the path, the more lonely it is. ~ Hugh Macleod

Wednesday, November 5, 2014

ROSETTA is Ready!

"Rosetta is a robotic space probe built and launched by the European Space Agency to perform a detailed study of comet 67P/Churyumov–Gerasimenko with both an orbiter and lander module." -Wikipedia

Well, that's their Rosetta, which will land on the comet on Nov 12, 2014. Here is mine.

Amazon link (free from Nov 6 to Nov 10):


First Chapter:

Chapter 1   The Comet

“Rose, I need to talk to you.” Leo appeared at the door with an open folder.
“I’m leaving for the day.” Rose logged out the computer and briefly organized her desk. It was related to the donation, she knew.
“About the Rosetta project …” Leo looked down at his folder and frowned. He had a sophisticated look when he frowned—she admitted—with neatly parted and moussed hair, well-kept figure, and the slick sport jacket that must have cost him a fortune. Yet whenever she saw him, the name of a four-limb reptile would pop up in her head, lizard.
“We’ve given them seventy-five million over the past few years. Seventy-five million! My lady. And I just saw you added more last week. Why, why do we have to do this?”
“You asked the wrong person.” Rose checked her handbag one more time to make sure the envelope was still there before she left her desk. She was a tall woman with springy curls and dark blue eyes—eyes in which men had claimed to see moons and stars, while she enjoyed staring back at them from the same level. “It’s from our Nebular Budget. Part of Nick’s will.”
“Nick, my dear Nick. Yeah, I know it’s for science, but we are a profit company, and …” He paused as an ambiguous smile crept up his face. “I’ve heard rumors …”
“Whatever rumor you’ve heard, I can tell you it’s true.” Having been a widow for five years, Rose had learned that the most effective way to stop gossip was to acknowledge it immediately.
Though, this time the rumor was true, indeed.
She made no stop when she walked past him. It was five thirty, but through the frosted glass door ahead she could still make out people’s moving silhouettes in the hallway. Most of her employees would not leave before she did.
“Come on, Rose!” Leo followed her. “They’ll be there tonight. It’ll be over soon—thank God! We don’t have to do this anymore, do we?”
“Speaking of rumors …” Rose turned back abruptly, her eyes narrowing. “Are you the one who’s been proposing to spend some of the money on a movie instead? A movie that’s been rated NC-17?”
He looked away. “I thought it might be worth …”
“I don’t want my company to be known that way. What’s that woman’s name? The so-called plastic queen?”
“All right, all right.” Leo retreated with his hands up. “Fine, Rose. It’s your company, your money, your call!”
She resumed walking, not wanting to be with that guy—lizard!—for another second. Were he not Nick’s cousin she would have gotten rid of him long ago.
Before she opened the door to the hallway, her secretary caught her up.
“Ms. Melandroinno, Mr. Perez is wondering if you would like to have dinner with him tonight.”
“I’m going to the Dipper. You knew that.”
November twelfth. That was the day she had to be there.
“Yes, but Mr. Perez said he would be truly disappointed if you turn down his invitation.”
“Then wish him better luck next time.”
* * *
“That’s it!” Matt exclaimed. “Right there! Look at its coma. It’s so pretty!”
Devin smiled, resting in his chair and watching the first-timer pacing in front of a window in the bridge of Rosetta. Whenever he saw Matt, he was reminded of his honeymoon in Italy twenty-seven years ago. All those young men full of passion, with their neck-length dark hair, polished manners, and an aura of readiness to break into a dragon-guarded castle at any minute for the rescue of his captive princess.
It’s good to be young—Devin continued his thought—when you have all the potentials to discover new worlds and have your name printed in textbooks. Devin was no longer young, despite the agility of his mind and the sturdiness of his body. It had more to do with the heart.
“I’ll go get dressed!” Matt vanished from Devin’s view while his words were still wafting in the air.
Devin walked over to where Matt had been standing and peered outside. Right now they were halfway in between Earth’s and Mars’s orbits. Since the ship and Comet 195F were flying toward each other, the distance was quickly diminishing. The plan was to skirt to the back of the comet and approach it from behind.
And then what? Devin sighed, rubbing his short straight hair and subconsciously wondering when it would all turn gray. Or fall out. Since his last fruitless mission to Planet Mullos 17b five years ago, there was no question that he had begun fading out from NASA’s hot missions, like those projects related to the exploitation of extraterritorial resources. And from the public’s eyes. This wasn’t the first time for mankind to step onto a comet, and they’d just had the famous Colossus last year and the Fireball four years ago. Devin and his colleagues were sent here mainly because Comet 195F had a period of twenty-five hundred years, and people didn’t want to “miss anything”.  With a longitudinal dimension of only 2.2 km, Comet 195F had nothing exciting and did not even deserve a name.
But that was okay. Devin left the bridge and headed to his cabin. Now that the girls were gone for college, he didn’t mind spending more time at home with Tracy.
* * *
An hour later he and Matt were waiting at the front hatch of the ship, fully dressed in their spacesuits. In between them stood the lander, which more or less resembled a large metal suitcase with extra handles here and there. Devin bent over and checked the tethers connecting their spacesuits to the lander.
“Do we have to be chained all the time?” Matt said through the intercom, pointing at the maneuvering units attached to their backs. Once they landed they had been advised not to detach the tethers over the entire duration of the mission, because of the comet’s low escape velocity.
“Even if we escape,” Matt continued, “we shall be able to fly back.”
“I think it’s better to stick to the rules,” Devin replied. During his thirty years’ career as an astronomer, he had learned enough lessons from colleagues who had failed to take proper caution.
After the inner hatch had been lifted, they rolled the lander over to the exit. Connor checked with them briefly through the intercom to make sure that everything was all right. Then the inner hatch was resealed at their back before the outer hatch slid to the side.
“Now I’m going to turn off the gravity,” said Connor. “Are you guys ready?”
“Yes,” Devin and Matt said, each holding one side of the lander.
As soon as the artificial gravity disappeared, Devin pushed a button on the handle, and the lander began running forward at a preset speed. The comet was right ahead of them, rotating slowly as it headed in the direction of the sun. It wasn’t Devin’s first time to travel in outer space this way, but after a while, he began feeling disoriented. He almost suggested to Matt that they went back to the ship and took a break. Maybe drinking some water would help. But sensing how anxious the young man was to proceed and trying not to appear weak in front of a junior colleague, he decided to press on. Fortunately the condition quickly went away.
As they drew near, Devin knew they had also started orbiting the comet, based on the way the star-field background was shifting, even though he could hardly recognize his body movement. In the absence of gravity, humans’ perception of motion was strange and unreliable, to say the least.
It’ll be over soon, he said to himself, wishing that the earlier disorientation was not a sign of age.
* * *
“Hmm, it’s more regular than I had expected.” Matt said as they were carried along by the lander. “Almost symmetrical.”
Staring at the comet nucleus ahead, Devin agreed. He hadn’t been to one before, but he’d seen pictures. They may resemble gigantic rocks on Earth, but their surfaces were usually rougher because of the lack of weathering and erosion in outer space, except for the solar wind they had to put up with every time they came close to the sun. The surface of the comet in front of them, however, was quite smooth. Overall, it looked like a filled basin attached with a long handle. And as an astronomer, Devin couldn’t help thinking of …
“I’d like to name it Dipper,” said Matt.
Exactly! It reminded Devin of the Big Dipper.
As they got closer to the comet, Devin sensed a readjustment of their speed and direction. With a sensor embedded in its front, the lander constantly modified its motion according to the current surface image and its location relative to the comet. Eventually it would “lock” to the exact spot they had chosen for landing and gradually pull up the distance.
For a while, the two had nothing to do but hold on to the handles of the lander. Then without warning, the dizziness struck Devin back, and the blood in his legs seemed to have been drained off. To distract himself from fretting about his physical condition, Devin tried to start a conversation.
“So why did you choose this project, Matt? I heard they initially asked you to join the Phoebe No. 6.”
In fact, if Devin had met him earlier, he would have talked him into taking the mining project. As a beginner, one was always advised to get in the most promising line of missions.
 “I came here because of you,” Matt said, turning slightly to look at Devin. “You’re my role model, Devin. I’ve always wanted to learn from you.”
Really? Devin made no reply. He wondered if he deserved the young man’s worship. Nevertheless, Matt’s words seemed to have abated his sickness.
“Ur, Devin, do you mind if I ask …” Matt suddenly sounded hesitant. “About that rumor, is … is it true?”
It took Devin a while to figure out what he was talking about. “Of course not.”
People were hopeless, Devin reflected, or maybe they were just jealous. Soon after the project had taken off, they began receiving donations from a biotech company. And he remembered going out to dinner with the donor once—normally Kenton was the one who dealt with those kinds of things, but he had a family emergency that night. Anyway, Devin couldn’t even recall what she looked like. Rose McLand … Melandroinno. She was a tall woman; that was all he remembered. Over the years that company had been quite generous to their project. Almost loyal. That was indeed a little offbeat, considering the obscurity of this mission. But that was it. Nothing like what his colleagues had speculated.
“Devin,” Connor’s voice sounded in the intercom. “You’ll be landing in about five minutes.”
Devin pushed another button on the handle. An “umbrella” stuck out of the front of the lander and expanded into four legs. Two minutes later, they were only a dozen yards away from the surface. A harpoon shot out from the lander and plunged into the surface. As the cable connecting the harpoon and the lander shortened, Devil felt as if he were a kite being gradually pulled back to the ground. Soon he and Matt were resting on the surface of the comet, while the lander beside them wasted no time drilling and sampling.
“Can you imagine we are sitting on something that hasn’t been touched for billions of years?” Matt’s voice quivered.
Devin smiled. He remembered being as excited as Matt was when he first stepped onto an extraterritorial land. After all, how many humans had the opportunity to do that? Space tourism was getting popular, but still not affordable to most people. As he aged, however, he had started appreciating his daily life more than his job. Yes, we may not see that comet again for the rest of our life, but so may not with the friend to whom we said farewell on an ordinary day.
“We have the surface temperature,” he heard Matt saying. The lander had a touch panel to display the results as soon as they became available.  “Seventy-nine Fahrenheit.”
They were on the dark side of the comet. Devin reckoned the temperature must have exceeded a hundred Fahrenheit on the sunlit side.
He rose up and wandered on the surface, unable to go too far due to the restraint of the tether. He walked past a few rocky areas and arrived at a soil-like spot. Stooping, he fumbled inside a pocket on his pants and fetched out a portable drill. The lander must be doing a better job than he was, but he’d like to get a feel of it. That was why they sent humans here, wasn’t it?
At first, the drill bored into the soil easily. Then he sensed some abnormal vibrations and switched it off. Slowly, he pulled out the drill and examined it. Something was coiling around the drill bit. He turned on his headlight and carefully unraveled it. The cord-like thing had a textured skin. Pliable, but sturdy. Kind of like a tree root …
“We got the soil composition!” Matt’s announcement almost startled him.
Devin tucked the thing in another pocket and turned to the direction of Matt, who was bending over the lander and reading the panel.
“Silicates, carbonates, water, metal sulfides …” Matt stopped abruptly, his posture freezing.
Devin swallowed hard. He wasn’t sure about the exact items on the rest of the list, but he had a feeling that Matt’s assertion about them visiting a place that hadn’t been touched for billions of years was incorrect.
“Amino acids and proteins.”




Monday, October 13, 2014

From Ambrose Bierce’s Dictionary

Acquaintance. A person whom we know well enough to borrow from, but not well enough to lend to.

Admiration, n. Our polite recognition of another's resemblance to ourselves.

Brain: an apparatus with which we think we think.

Consult: To seek approval for a course of action already decided upon.

Jealous, adj. Unduly concerned about the preservation of that which can be lost only if not worth keeping.

Love: A temporary insanity curable by marriage.

Politeness, n: The most acceptable hypocrisy.

Sweater, n.: garment worn by child when its mother is feeling chilly.


Thursday, September 25, 2014

Coming Out in November

When the European Rosetta sends its lander to Comet 67P, my Rosetta will send HUMANs to Comet 195F!

All in November!


Wednesday, September 10, 2014

最近翻唱的几首歌曲

1) 都是夜归人 (国语)


2) 难道(国语)


3)夜机(粤语)


4)  爱与痛的边缘(粤语)




5)夜半小夜曲(粤语)

6)你的眼神(国语)



Tuesday, September 9, 2014

On Being a PI (Book Review---At the Helm)

(This is a book review I recently published on a forum.)


“Scientists are notorious for being unable to say ‘No!’ and are very poor managers of their (limited) time. This leads progressively to an over-burdened, over-worked, harassed and distracted individual who has no time for lab or family.” (Caveman 2000)



1. The missing training with a well-trained scientist

So far I have recruited four undergrads who volunteered to work for 8-10 hours per week in my presently-empty lab. During interviews I told them, “You set your own schedule, but once you’ve decided on it, please try to stick to it. You’re welcome to bring homework to the lab if there isn’t much to do.” Having flexible hours is one of the biggest advantages of working in academia. The reason for me to be strict came from past experience working in my advisors’ labs. That is, for unpaid undergrads, except a few highly motivated, once they are used to not showing up, you’ll see them less and less often over time.

This is one example of what new PIs do---they make decisions and establish styles based on previous observations of what have or have not worked for their advisors. With extensive training in almost every aspect of academia, they have never been trained on how to be a PI. Although replicating the labs they have worked in can be an effective strategy in some situations, sooner or later they will run into challenges, because they are in a new institution, with different student qualities, and most importantly, what have been proven to be golden doctrines in an established lab with an experienced PI may fail a starter.

This book focuses on all kinds of issues that are likely to be encountered in the early stage of a PI’s career. I especially appreciate the fact that the opinions are not from a single source. For most of the topics that are covered, the author, Kathy Barker, has interviewed dozens of successful PIs throughout the country. Some of the arguments are contradictory to one another, because there isn’t supposed to be a universal answer. Given your skills, personality, and the environment, you choose your style and come up with your own solutions. As mentioned above, beginners tend to imagine there is an ideal way of surviving every situation, and they often resort to memories of their mentors. With the many options listed in the book, you may gain more freedom when designing your career, and the author tries not to make judgments on your preferences. There are questions with no answers, just to bring up your attention on the issues. Even if you have no idea what you would do facing those situations, learning the questions in advance can be a great help. “There are occasions when you have to rush, but more than often, composure is what people want the most from their leader.” (The Starlight Fortress)

Note that this isn’t a book that is meant to please you, i.e., to make you feel good about yourself (nor is the career as a PI in general, to be fair). It will point out mistakes you have made, and may even forecast the regrets you are going to have later according to others’ experience. You will read about issues you wish you’d never run into in your entire career, but bear in mind that the intention of the book is to be preventive; living through an imagined crisis is, after all, easier than handling it in real life. In the worst case when things do happen, it can be comforting to know that you aren’t the sole individual in the world who is suffering from an imprudent hire, or crying over the permanent loss of experimental data.

2. The guts to say “No”

Recently someone on this forum complained about being frequently occupied with various administrative duties and left with only scattered time slots for research. We really can’t afford that to happen! A PI should never grant others the right to take charge of his schedule. I work at an institution where everyone uses Google Calendar that allows colleagues or students to see one another’s schedules (they know you’ll be busy at a certain time without knowing the exact details). It’s easy for people to assume that, for any blank period on your calendar, you’ll be available at that time and they can just pop up or send you a Calendar Invitation to schedule something.  A colleague once shared his schedule with me, and I saw that he even put down “12 pm, lunch” on every single day! Poor guy, I thought.

A request can be difficult to decline if we indeed have an open slot, not one with which we forgot to note an event. However, having nothing scheduled does not mean you are obligated to fulfill someone’s request. Especially if that chunk of time has been intended for you to read papers or write grants or visit your lab, it’s actually not an open time slot and you should say no. Find another time, and if the meeting doesn’t demand much thinking, find a time with which you can’t do intellectual things anyway. If we can’t control our own time, how are we going to be the masters of our labs?

Speaking of time management, we all have some ideas about priorities, about sticking to our plans, but why do we still struggle for more time to do what we really want to do? The book categorizes a PI’s common activities into four categories.
1) Urgent and important, such as grant deadlines, personal (e.g., health) or professional (e.g., tenure) crises, equipment problems (e.g., broken machines).
2) Not urgent but important, such as reading papers, lab meetings, thinking and planning.
3) Urgent but not important, such as certain phone calls or mails, administrative meetings or duties.
4) Not urgent and not important, which can include a lot of things.

We admit that urgent and important things (Cat-A, grants, etc) have to be dealt with seriously in a timely manner. We don’t ignore urgent but unimportant duties (Cat-C, meetings, etc.), however reluctant or resentful we might be in carrying out the tasks. What matters is that, with only that many hours every day, plans that are important but time insensitive (Cat-B, reading papers, etc.) often get pushed aside. Sometimes Cat-B can even yield to Cat-D, such as sitting on meaningless committees or listening to gossips, mainly because we are unable to say no (another reason may be that Cat-B doesn’t pay off immediately). You could argue that we aren’t machines; what the fun of life is if we aren’t allowed to relax. That’s absolutely true when you have the leisure to dissipate, but not when little time is left for research.

We have probably all met a few businessmen-typed PIs. If you ask them about their current schedule, they have meetings every day, and two incoming grant deadlines.  Check back two months later, the same thing. This may work for a senior PI whose lab has several postdocs or scientists, each being responsible for his own project, attending conferences and keeping up with literature. In other words, the PI has well-trained people who are doing the Cat-B for him, and all he needs to do is pay for the publications. For a new PI with at most a technician and a few students who count on him to write programs and papers for them, this can be suicidal. Under the current funding situation, we are often advised to “keep sending proposals out”. Well, yes and no. Why should any organization fund you if you no longer advance in science?

The book especially urges beginner PIs to spend adequate time thinking and planning. It can be tormenting not to have publishable data for the first year or two, and the quickest way to circumvent the problem is continue on your previous projects---“to tie up loose ends, to bolster earlier conclusions with still more evidence, and to explore side issues” (Vermeij 1997). Different opinions are offered here. Some think that having a productive project as soon as possible is all that matters; you can always explore new ideas later. Others caution on this strategy because once you have something going, you are less willing to take a risk in a new area that may involve investments in new equipment and endless trial and error.

Whichever path you adopt, be sure to think carefully and don’t rush into actions. I once came across a quote related to novel writing. “One of the problems we have as writers is we don't take ourselves seriously while writing; being serious is setting aside a time and saying if it comes, good; if it doesn’t come, good, I’ll just sit here.” (Maya Angelou) So instead of putting down “12 pm, lunch” on my calendar, I have reserved a whole afternoon every week marked with “Cat-B”. I’ll go all the way to protect that sacred time, and if on a particular day, for some reason, I couldn’t read papers or write computer programs or create research plans, I’ll just sit there.

Note that sometimes we have to say no to offers that appear to be attractive but do not essentially agree with our best interest. After I had recruited the undergrads, I was called for a meeting with the Director of the Graduate Program in our college. He encouraged me to take a couple of Master’s students by promising full tuition coverage. Had I not read the book, I might have considered it. At the moment I have enough to worry about my own future. The last thing I want is the responsibility of another person’s future. I don’t feel too bad to engage the undergrads in cleaning and shelving, but I would be sleep-deprived knowing that, in a year or two, the Master’s students will need something for their theses. On this forum we have also read stories about the regrets a PI can have by taking Ph.D. students that have been offered “for free”. After spending a tremendous amount of time and energy in training a student, a PI may end up in a fruitless mentorship. The frustration to both the PI and the student can be painful, although it may bring excitement to other lab members as they speculate “Is he going to fire her?”

All right, there is a fine line between selling a book and pirating its content, and I should probably stop here. If I have to give a negative comment, I’d say that the arrangement of the topics can be improved. For example, the section on Working with a Secretary / Administrative Assistant appears quite early in the book. Maybe it’s just my field, but I’ve never met a PI who has the luxury of hiring a full-time secretary to work solely for him. When fifty pages later I saw the prudence one needs to have in evaluating candidates, I had already finished my hiring process.

A final message. It’s not rare to come across negative or passive attitudes from PIs on this forum, evidenced by complaints of losing interests in research, or statements that being a PI is just another job to pay the bills. There can be various reasons for it to happen (some are listed in the book), but I hope people realize that it is to their own benefit to stay motivated with their projects, because research is more productive if we genuinely care about it, and life is more gratifying when we feel proud of what we do (this applies to any type of job). Off topic here, over the years I’ve noticed a trend of “devalulization” (I know this isn’t a real word) among certain Chinese, here and in China, towards arts, science, and faith. Does it look smart or cool if a person appears to care nothing about spiritual things, I wonder. But it’s a personal choice. To me, being a PI is about enjoying the fun of science despite funding pressures, setting realistic goals without forgoing your wildest dreams, hanging on a little longer after others have all quit.

About being yourself and yourself alone.


Tuesday, July 29, 2014

CLAM is alive!

My space science fiction short story, CLAM, was published today.

Link to Amazon



When Devin arrives at Planet Mullos 17 b twelve years later, he is determined to retrieve his lost memory about the last mission, during which three astronauts were mysteriously gone. Before he and his new colleagues land on the planet, they find themselves on an exotic journey to one of the planet’s moons. As their adventure proceeds, the past and the present coalesce to unfold the destiny of an advanced civilization. The hard part is not to believe the unbelievable, but to discover what they thought they had known.

Friday, July 25, 2014

CLAM - A Short Story (Chapter 1 The Moon)


CLAM is a short science fiction I hope to publish in a couple of weeks. Here is the first chapter.



“Looks like you are holding the last can,” said the old man, leaning back in his chair, his hand fumbling inside a pocket. Before he put a simulated cigarette in his mouth, he murmured something like hate it.
“Aren’t you a biologist?” Devin said as he peeled the lid off the can and poured the precooked clams into a bowl. With a deep breath, he momentarily forgot about the gray-haired biology professor sitting at the same table. To Devin, eating was an effective way to deal with anxiety, and his anxiety had been progressing as they approached Mullos 17 b, a planet located eighty light years away from home.
“Why would somebody ask me this question every time I smoke?” Roland smiled. The wrinkles around his eyes reminded Devin of the growth rings on a clamshell. Roland had a small figure, an aquiline nose, and eyes that always expressed interests in his surroundings, although at the moment, Devin could not think of anything fascinating in the windowless kitchen of a spaceship.
“A biologist is a human,” Roland continued. “And humans don’t stop doing things just because they know the harm.”
Devin made no reply and quietly ate his clams. He tried to concentrate on the food and ignore the questions that kept popping up in his mind. Was he really here twelve years ago? How could there be no memories left? And his three colleagues who …
“Sometimes I wonder,” Roland interrupted at the right moment, “what’s the point of living a life as a clam, or … or a lobster? Well, at least lobsters have brains.” He gazed down and frowned at the fake cigarette, but soon decided to resume smoking. “As clams, do they even know they exist? I mean, after they are born … You know, in my junior year I was once interested in clams’ reproductive systems. They can be male, female, or hermaphroditic …”
Devin suddenly lost his appetite. The idea that the mushy gooey stuff in his mouth may have been self-conscious turned his stomach. He enjoyed talking to Roland most of the time. Well, most of the time! He dumped the unfinished clams with the shells into a garbage bag and cleaned up the table. He needed a moment alone.
* * *
He climbed up with ease the long and narrow stairs leading to the bridge. At the age of forty-nine, Devin was swifter and stronger than most of his peers as a result of regular exercise. He had tanned and tight skin, bright eyes with superb eyesight. Health, career, and personal life had been great, barring the last mission that had made him a hero to some people, and to others “a coward who ran home alone with his colleagues left to die”.
And unless he retrieved his lost memory, he could argue against neither, even to himself.
The bridge was a circular room with windows providing a 360-degree view. Pleasant hums surrounded various machines that had been deliberately arranged to make use of every available spot. To his surprise, Mina was still sitting at her station, and he couldn’t recall seeing her at all in the kitchen. The young Asian woman was scrutinizing something on the screen in front of her. The long smooth hair lay freely on her back, and her right hand was habitually holding the black-framed glasses. With simple and effective eye surgeries—Devin reflected—few women still wore glasses nowadays. Somehow she persisted.
“This isn’t right,” she glanced at him and said. She had a freckle-free face with long eyebrows and limpid eyes. A very “clean” look, Devin always thought.

He kept walking and ignored her comment. Girls are always paranoid. He knew that as a father of two teenage daughters. He stopped at the front of the room and surveyed the blue planet ahead. Still far, it resembled Earth in many ways with notable dissimilarities. The side of the globe they were facing at had a single ring-shaped continent. Inside the ring there was a large lake or a small ocean. A massive white cloud with a swirl hole at the center perched on the northwest of the continent. There could be an island hidden underneath the storm, but Devin couldn’t tell unless he resorted to the computers.
Then the sour feeling stirred his heart again. How could he not remember seeing the planet? Over the past twelve years not a single day had passed without him trying to recall details of the previous mission. And what happened to his colleagues?
“This just can’t be real!” Now Mina was almost screaming.
Devin exhaled and left for her desk. Her screen showed a shadow-like image, roughly oval-shaped except for the large crack that ran all the way from the surface to the center. Mina tapped her fingers on the screen to make the object rotate. At certain angles the crack was revealed as a hollow sector of thirty degrees or so, and it went so deep that it almost split the whole thing into halves.
Creepy! Devin straightened up and shook his head. He knew they were looking at the smaller moon orbiting Planet Mullos 17 b, since he had just spotted the other moon in front of the planet. It wasn’t uncommon for celestial objects to carry signs of intensive collisions, normally in the form of humongous craters or cracks on the surface. But such a clean and deep cut could not have been natural.
“What do you think?” he heard Mina asking.
“That’s why we are here, right?” He tried to sound relaxed. “Looking for evidence of life. This thing gives us a heads up.”
It was true that the goal of this mission, as well as a series of other missions to different planetary systems, was to discover extraterritorial lives, but Devin had just realized they weren’t ready for what was waiting ahead. To date humans had also built various facilities on Earth’s moon, but what would be the reason for taking away a large chunk of a celestial body? And how could anyone have managed to carry out the task?
Soon, Roland and Kenton joined them after receiving Mina’s brief message. The four of them gathered in front of a large screen, watching new details being filled in as Belief-II slowed down and entered the small planetary system. Just as Devin thought things couldn’t have become eerier, the scanning of the moon surface was completed. Rather than an olive with a chunk of it taken, a better description of the moon would be a relatively flat bottom attached to a half-open lid, or valve. In fact—Devin swallowed hard—the whole thing looked like one of the clams he had just consumed.



Thursday, May 29, 2014

Quotes for Today II


“Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything - all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important.” ~Steve Jobs

“Great minds discuss ideas; average minds discuss events; small minds discuss people.” ~Eleanor Roosevelt

“The greatest discovery of all time is that a person can change his future by merely changing his attitude.” ~Oprah Winfrey

“The greatest good you can do for another is not just to share your riches but to reveal to him his own.” ~Benjamin Disraeli

“If you don't design your own life plan, chances are you'll fall into someone else's plan. And guess what they have planned for you? Not much.” ~Jim Rohn

“If you want to succeed you should strike out on new paths, rather than travel the worn paths of accepted success.” ~John D. Rockefeller

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

On Public Speaking


If you ask me to offer some advice to all the WSNs, I would tell them: to me, the biggest problem with you lot is not your sloppy clothes, or untidy hair, or your awkward English. Not even the stinky smell. (Ugh!) The first thing you need to learn is stand straight. Don’t droop your shoulders or tilt your head or bend a leg. If you don’t believe me, go watch a video of any political leader in the world. They may be tall or short, lean or brawny, dressed in different styles, but they always keep their bodies upright.

The same goes for public speaking. The moment you step onto a stage, before you have a chance to open your mouth, people will begin judging you. Unless you wear inappropriate clothes, their first impression will be determined by your spirit, and not standing straight is never associated with passion or self-respect. Some of you may worry about being too stiff or serious on an informal occasion, but relaxation should come as a result of your friendly speech or warm smiles. A slack posture doesn’t win you favors.  

1. It’s all about the atmosphere.

We sometimes hear people say, “I’ll just give the same speech again.” You can never give the same speech again when the audience changes. Below is how William Safire, author of Lend Me Your Ears --- Great Speeches in History, defines a speech (my review of the book can be found here: http://fionarawsontile.blogspot.com/2014/05/book-review-lend-me-your-ears-great.html).

“When did a speech become a speech---when it was drafted or when it was given? … What makes a draft speech a real speech is the speaking of it; but without that articulation, without the strong presence of the deliver, without the audience to be aroused or moved, all you have is a polemic on a page. A speech is an event.”

Recently I gave two research talks within a couple of months. The first was to a group of forty faculty and students, the second to a lab of six members. During the latter presentation, I was shocked by how differently I organized the phrases and explained the science, with the same Powerpoint presentation. Speech is a type of communication. It should be interactive. Even though the audience remains silent during most part of your talk, you need to have an expectation about how your speech is likely to be received, constantly monitor their reactions (mostly reflected by their body languages), and adjust your loudness, tone, speed, but most importantly, the content. You may have to give more basic background or skip certain things if the audience look confused. Kill the question you’ve planned to ask if they don’t appear enthusiastic, or add one if you believe you will succeed.

Sometimes it’s impossible to see actual faces of your audience. The worst scenario is to give a speech to a camera, while knowing that thousands of people might be watching it now or later. Still, your speech is affected by the occasion. The size of the auditorium, the echoes of the microphone, the gravity added by the camera, everything will make your talk different from the rehearsals at home. Some suggest creating a few imaginary listeners in those situations. When you can’t have eye contacts with individuals, you don’t want to stare at a fixed point in the air or sway your gaze too frequently. Novice speakers tend to make the second mistake, thinking that they’ve got everybody “covered”. Have a steady gaze, and occasionally looked in different directions.

I never read. I’ve been giving public speeches since I entered elementary school. Some of them required memorizations of long stories. I know many politicians have a few cards to remind themselves of possible topics they may want to cover, depending on the time and atmosphere. (Queen Elizabeth II has been criticized for reading prepared drafts, but considering how many speeches she has to give in her entire life, we can’t be too hard on her.) Imagine that one of your colleagues comes to your office and before you say anything, pulls out a piece of paper and starts reading to you. That’s not communication! Besides, how could you speak one sentence in the perfect manner without knowing what will come next. You may argue, “I do know. I wrote the whole thing.” Well, you don’t; otherwise why would you need to see the draft? Have everything written in your mind. Let it grow itself like a fruit so that you have to deliver it when it’s time. Or it’ll fall.

I know it’s hard to remember every word of a long speech, but this should be treated as an advantage. Many politicians intentionally add pauses and uncertainties to their well-rehearsed speeches, to give the audience an illusion that they are thinking on the go. In that sense, it’s better not to recite. Yet I bet you’ll remember the exact phrasing of your crucial points. If not, maybe they aren’t as crucial as you’ve thought.

2. Aim low to achieve high.

Believe it or not, it’s hard to speak slowly. Most people naturally speed up when they are nervous.  A few of them do this to achieve the effect of fluency. If you can, record your performance and examine it later, because you always speak faster than you’ve thought. Remember this: whether it’s in China or western countries, talking too fast with no pauses is usually a sign of low social status. It reflects the lack of confidence, i.e., the fear that the listeners may lose their interests at any moment. We’ve seen TV programs in which everybody talks fast, either due to a time limit, or as a result of “diluted content” with which you have to talk a lot before a meaningful point is reached. The speeches we normally give should never be rushed. Ideally, every word you say should be clear to most of the audience. What’s the point of saying something that’s not intended to be heard? You may skim through certain words like articles or conjunctions, but the audience should be able to fill the gaps easily. You don’t want them to wonder, “Ur, did I just miss something important?” After each critical message, pause for a few seconds to let the words sink in.

I’ve always heard people complaining about the difficulty of providing sufficient background information without sacrificing the “fancy” stuff. My philosophy is, whenever you try to explain something, explain it well. Make it thoroughly understandable. You may not be able to cover all the great stuff you’ve done, but that shouldn’t be the aim of any speech. Pick the important ones, and however abstruse the science is, there should be a way to make it conceivable. “If you can't explain it simply, you don't understand it well enough.” (Albert Einstein)

3. Draw them right in.

I began this article with a message to WSNs. Alternatively, I could’ve presented you with the definition of speech by William Safire. The fact that you’ve read it this far indicates that I’ve succeeded in hooking you up. I know, especially for scientific talk, sometimes we have to go with the traditional way, but giving an example related to our daily life, creating suspense, or throwing in a quick joke in the early stage of the talk can usually bring up spirit and attention, which sometimes would last for the duration of your talk.

Now I’ll say a little more about jokes. When people experience a catastrophic event, they often remember the details both before and after it. The same with jokes. If you make your audience laugh hard, they are more likely to remember the science, and they’ll do better not to fall asleep. Many believe jokes that work best in a talk are self-deprecating. They can instantly abridge the distance between the speaker and the audience. This works particularly well when the speaker is an authority (“So he isn’t that formidable!”) or is from a different culture (“I didn’t know Chinese got humor.”). I still remember the joke given by a professor in our department when he introduced a more senior woman professor at a seminar, “Although her judgments were usually right, she did make one notable mistake during the three decades she worked here, which is the decision to hire XXX (his own name).”

I heard in the “gold old days”, you didn’t have to start a grant proposal with the Significance. It’s hard to convince people that you are doing something fascinating without first telling them what it is. But we live in a practical world nowadays, and there is a good reason why we should start with the significance. I’ve been through talks that went like---we did this, we found this, and we’ll do this in the future. Who cares? Whenever you introduce a new concept, say something about why it matters. Better still, bring up the problem you aim to solve before introducing the concept.

4. Kill the fourth tone.

I don’t have a scientific explanation for this, but based on experience I think we Chinese use too many “downward” tones than we should’ve. Below is an example. Try to read every word in the fourth tone that has a preceding asterisk.

“I *think this *is the best we could *find, but I could be *wrong.”

To me, a speech has to be rousing. Yes, that includes research talks. Otherwise, why don’t we just sit there and read papers together? A speech is like a novel. When well delivered, it can be quite convincing, persuasive, and intriguing. A monotone or a series of downward tones are just not that rousing. If I am to speak the above sentence, I’ll only have the fourth tone with the very last word, “wrong”. For the word “find”, I’ll use the second or the third tone.

And there are other habits you have to work hard to get rid of. I once had a colleague who didn’t know he frequently touched his chin with a hand until he saw it in the videotape. I say too many interjections in between meaningful sentences. Can’t help it. The worst I’ve seen was a student in a public-speaking summer class. We all knew he was a Christian because he would make several Signs of the Cross during a speech that lasted a minute.

5. Walk around the question.

What’s the strategy to deal with tough questions for which you don’t have an immediate answer? If it’s completely out of your knowledge, just admit it. If you need time to think about it without creating awkward silence, some people suggest repeating or rephrasing the question. I don’t think it’s a bad idea, except that when you repeat a question, people know what you are doing. Another way to handle the situation is to walk around the question and bring up relevant things that, even if in the end you fail to come up with an answer, may still provide the audience with some insights on the topic.

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 晋江文学城链接《魅羽活佛》

I once talked to the professor I mentioned above before going to a campus interview. He said our ability to carry out a conversation during job interviews is often overlooked. We are advised to be prepared, but we shouldn’t be too prepared. That is, few people want to hire a colleague who considers going through a list of prewritten questions as the sole purpose of a one-on-one meeting. You may have some vague ideas about what you want to discuss with the person, but the execution really depends on how your conversation goes, and you may end up not mentioning your ideas at all. He suggested that I watch some of the popular TV shows and study how the host and the guest managed an engaging conversation for half an hour with a topic that was far from being meaningful?

So I studied a few Late Night with Seth Meyers on Youtube (since my son was born six years ago, cartoons are the only programs we see on the TV), and that’s how I came up with this walk-around-the-question idea. Let me make up an example here. If you ask me, “How do you like Mitbbs?” I’ll say, “It’s a fun website and I visit it often.” So that’s it! The conversation is done in a few seconds. What would be Meyers’s way of expanding the question?

“We’re really glad to have you here, Fiona. You look fabulous.” “Thanks. I was on maternity leave when you last saw me.” “That’s right. Congratulations by the way. So my question is related to Mitbbs, an online forum based in the US for users who can at least read in Chinese. We know there are a few major websites like this, each having its own established culture and readership. To me, this website is notable for being constructive and informative and it seems to have developed a self-censoring mechanism that can effectively subdue the occasionally-observed profanity, personal attack, etc. My question for you is, I know as a writer and scientist you’ve been participating in a few learning communities and constantly thinking about issues related to public education. So, in your view, what would be the influences on this website as Mainland China keeps adjusting its educational philosophies and sending fresh blood to the US? During the clash of two major cultures, what should we do to thrive as a whole without scarifying individuality?”

Well, that’s the walk-around way of making up a question, but I think the same principle apples when you’re trying to answer a question. You start with something remotely relevant (not the maternity leave, though). You walk around it, trying to tackle the problem through different perspectives. As you close up the distance, you yourself may have gained a better understanding of the topic. Remember, to address a question you don’t have to solve a problem. Can you come up with an experiment that has the potential to provide us with an answer? Can you make a prediction of the possible outcomes? A logical elaboration is usually enough to satisfy your audience.   

6. There are no informal speeches.

In my department we have a Friday-morning seminar series. I used to treat it as an informal gathering of students and faculty for exchanging preliminary ideas, until one day I saw a senior faculty canceling her student’s talk, because she wasn’t sure about the conclusions the student was going to make. In academia, there is no such thing as an informal speech. People judge you based on what they see. Their memory of your presentation at an international conference may not be stronger than what they get from a casual conversation with you, or one of your students. To me, informality always has the risk of being mistaken as carelessness in research. Given that our colleagues are the ones who have the biggest impact on our careers---they decide on our tenures and write support letters for our awards, I would always show them my best side.


John W. Gardner said, "Life is the art of drawing without an eraser." Anything that has been said cannot be taken back. So, practice before you give your speech. You may say something wrong, but you don’t want to say anything you are uncertain of. After months or years of hard work, this is the time to “live out loud”.